come back.

spinning. too fast. so fast. i don't know anything anymore. i didn't know. i forget. sorry.
everything is feeling so wrong and i don't know why. the sun isn't there any more and music doesn't reach my ears. go away. please. just go.
i want to block it out but it's hard too block something out when you forget what it is. i can't understand.
but i can under stand. I can stand under everything pushing down on me and one day i'll crumble. i won't be able to help it. soon i'll forget that i'll crumble. i want to be back to the light, and warmth and breeze and music. one day i won't be able to remember what it's like. i don't want that. who wants that?
i wanna get out of this gloom, this big hole of black and white. i want colour and life. i need it. please come back. i can't bring you but you could come.